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Sep. 11th, 2006 @ 11:17 pm (no subject)
Sure has been a while, it even took me 3/4 guesses to get my password correct!
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Jun. 9th, 2006 @ 12:22 am Wonderful!
Current Mood: drunkdrunk
Current Music: NOTHING!! besides me humming**
"I think after a while, you dont notice it after a while."
                                                           -Erin

**Classic...
"After this drink I think I'm going to go to bed...."
                                                          -Kevin

"Why dont you tell me how you really feel?", "".....That's what I said to my teacher."
                                                                -Andrew.
 
And I leave you with this.........

"Yeah...let that soak in nice and deep..."

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May. 26th, 2006 @ 10:25 am FINALLY!
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Joe Nichols - Size Matters <--I LOVE this Song! ; )
It's finally here!! It seems like I've been waiting forever and at the same time it's as though everything just flew right by.  I'm not sure if it's completely sank in yet but I'm pretty happy!  On the way home today I started to think about Andy.  It made me upset that he's not here to share this day with us, but I know he's watching down over everyone and always will be.  We MISS YOU ANDY! 
 
This whole week has made me think.  Part of me wishes I would have gone to college somewhere else so I could get away from here.  Now I'm changing my mind.  I think Baker will be good for me.  I looked at it this way, I'm taking their Medical Assistant program and by the time I'm 20 yrs old I'll be working in a hospital or doctors office, like I've wanted since I was about eight. I would never admit to it but I think that if I was to leave here I would miss it.  Red Lobster is going great, my brother is moving out but will be 5 minutes away if I need him and I have someone who always makes me happy.  The down side is my best friend is going off to college without me, I know it will work out fine but I'm going to miss him!! Of course we'll still talk and visit whenever possible.  

**Sunday June 25th @ 2:00pm-?? (My Open House, let me know if you're interested.)
I'm excited, I just want to go swimming and party when the family leaves! <--Not to mention all of the food! ; )   

Graduation ------> June 2nd @ 7:00pm!!!!
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May. 11th, 2006 @ 10:36 pm Jeez it's been a while...
Current Mood: pensivepensive
Current Music: Alkaline Trio
I Know it's been a long time but I got to thinking today, and the last couple of days.  No matter how hard I try some feelings and thoughts never go away.  I've been doing so good.  New job at Red Lobster, hanging out with new people and out of the whole "badnews" situations.  But I realized today that I cant take my thoughts away from all of the old questions and possibilities that used to cloud my mind.  School's almost done, I have 10 days left.  Summer is coming and I have great plans.....but still I'm stuck wondering..
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Feb. 21st, 2006 @ 06:58 pm Recently...
Current Mood: bouncybouncy

Today was alot much fun. Me and Rick spent the whole day out and about.  First we went and had breakfast in Grand Haven (ended up sitting there and talking for 3 stinkin hours!) then we went and bowled 2 games which was really fun too and after that went and sat with his mom...who seems to be a very nice lady, and talked some more.  One of the best parts though was when I got home and Kevin showed up!!  ; )

**Happy birthday to my awesome brother Mat who turned 22 on Saturday!!** 

It's official, I no longer have a job.  The Tux Shop went out of business.  I'm pretty upset about this one, now I have to actually look for a job and do all of that good stuff.  We'll see how it goes. What makes me mad tho is that we did so much better than in the past years in sales, they made no effort to stop what they saw was happening, and even after we all knew that we were going to close the people in St. Joseph still wanted us to keep doing business...that's ridiculous.  My manager was practically in tears a couple times when she was talking to customers, she shouldn't have had to even consider lying to them.  I guess that's just my opinion anyhow...what do I know?!?!  : )

Sure has been a while since I've updated last..... Nothing really comes to mind at the moment but I know there was alot of shit going on between now and then.  

Damn, this thing makes my life seem extremely boring!  However if I logged in here every place I went, every thing I did, and every movement I made...that would just be a little creepy!




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Jan. 27th, 2006 @ 04:04 pm !!!
Current Mood: bouncybouncy

***********Oh What a WonDerFul Day!***********

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Jan. 25th, 2006 @ 04:28 pm Odd
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful

How the last 4 days have gone:

Confused, pissed off, concerned/sad...grumpy as all hell, and  relieved

How interesting would life be without a little drama here and there?  Actually how less frustrating would it make everything?  Oh WEll

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Jan. 23rd, 2006 @ 07:45 pm grrr
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: ...the buzzing sound in the back of my head

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I feel like shit.

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Jan. 23rd, 2006 @ 05:16 am .....
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: ?

CAnt sleep...Not sure why but I believe I might have a tiny idea.  I woke up at 1:30 and havent been able to fall back asleep.  Oh well tho.  I got some sleep in. 

Wouldnt mind talking to you since I know you've heard something that isnt true........ Mat says we'll talk again, not sure if  I believe that one or not yet.  I know how you can hold grudges.

 

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Jan. 18th, 2006 @ 02:37 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Ten Years - Wasteland

Hmm.... So Kwes and Mat are planning on moving to Panama, very tempting to get up and run away with them at the moment.  However if I do decide to move far far away from everyone and the bullshit I would rather go to Alaska and do it right! Lol.  More than likely to never happen but that's what I always tell mom.  

My buddy's supposed to come home this weekend, I'm really excited its been almost 4 weeks since I saw him last.  Who knows though.  

Had a conversation with someone who I havent talked to in a decent manner for a longass time last night.  It was nice to be able to not get all pissy while we were talking.  Its been a while.  It was short but it still happened so I guess thats all that matters.   

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