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Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 08:11 pm Piss Off
Current Mood: grumpygrumpy

Pretty much just feel like bitching...go figure (for those of u who know its true).  I cant  wait for this weekend, I realize it's quite aways away, however I need to no longer be around my little siblings. 

My best buddy got hurt...but he's doing okay, which is really good to hear because I cant do anything to help since he's in Minnesota.  It sucks not knowing whats going on or what actually happened, I was freaking out the whole night, I was so scared.  Hopefully mommy dearest will let him come home this weekend, Lol.  Nah... I'm just kidding, I'm sure she's a great lady...He's just a momma's boy! ; ) 

Even though we have half days Wednesday and Thursday and no school on Friday...this week is going to suck.  It's the wonderful time when the teachers get to test on how well we were actually listening and whatnot.  Not too pumped about that. 

Liane might need me to work another fashion show on Friday, I'm really excited.  I had so much fun the first time. 

I couldnt fall asleep last night, drank too much coffee with Kevin at the Vous, it was an alright time... no offense K-wes!!  I just knew I had my lovely homework here waiting for me..the highlight had to have been when I flung the spoon tho, funny shit.  I think I like going at around 1 or 2 on the weekends, the drunk people are much more entertaining. 



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Jan. 9th, 2006 @ 09:32 pm Yesterday!
Current Mood: energeticenergetic

Yesterday was pretty much awesome.  I had so much fun doing the fashion show at the bridal show we were working.  Not to mention the morning started off great at breakfast, met a cute cook ; ) 

Liane gave me the sheet that had written when all the guys where supposed to go out and all of that good stuff.  I got to stay in the back and make sure they were going out at the right times and help get them dress (...I love my job! Lol)  I had alot of fun and really want to do it again.  I think it'd be a really cool job to have.  Mom says that since I have so much fun doing I should look into it because its better to be doing something I like than something I might be unhappy with.  Either way, yesterday was a good day for me.      

Carl's leaving me in a couple days...not too cool.  I'm gonna miss her smiling little face, Lol.  For real though I think its nice that she's going to watch Fuller graduate. 

Final Exams Suck....This is going to be a shitty following week, so here's to hoping this is a good one!

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Jan. 7th, 2006 @ 01:45 am Thank God It's Friday!!
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: A Perfect Circle - Noose

Pretty much I feel like everything is bullshit.  No Lie.........

I Wish I was in another world where everything seems okay.  Where nothing could phase me.   Where nothing could change my once great thoughts.  Where I was once a great student and where once I was going to do something great.  However I AM going to do something great it's just that at the moment I'm not quite sure what that may be.........

I love life and all of its goodness but sometimes it seems as though I have nothing left and that I dont know where to go from here.

My mom wants to sell our house and move into some house that has not enought room for everyone.  She asked me if I was going to be around and if I was going to move out......Real nice of her to ask of me. Like she doesnt want me around.  I know I can have an influence on her kids, but I also know that I can inflict them to do great things.  I want the best for KElsey and Audra.  They are my little sisters, and they need every little bit of help they can get.  Their mom is going through her mid life crisis and I hope I, along with Mat, can be of some help.  I mean we have gone through this bullshit before.  Not going to lie it is shitty but one day Kelsey and Audra will realize that they need someone to talk to, and when they do.......Mat and I will be here.......For REal For REal.  Lol.

A Perfect Circle - Perfect.  I really love this song, makes me think of everyone I have lost and everyone I would never want to lose.  Makes me think of how fate is bullshit. 

And thats my Q to stop typing and go get coffee at the Vou....Mom's Home lol 

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Jan. 2nd, 2006 @ 03:43 am The Second of January. 2006
Current Mood: crazyPretty Damn Good, mostly
Current Music: Not quite sure what this happens to be...

Happy New Year! (?)

Last night was pretty...different.  What a long night, I've seen things no one else should have to! Lol.

So my Quote Unquote "Buddy" has been gone for a week, calls most days but not every day like supposidly promised.  He was supposed to come yesterday but got home late, was supposed to call me later since we hadnt talked in a long time, and was supposed to come see me today before he left again.  No phone call last night and no phone call this morning....Hmm....  Pretty much really pissssed offfff.  Dont know how to feel about this one, anything comments or concerns...let me know.

Bllllaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (!!!)

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Dec. 29th, 2005 @ 06:10 pm How I feel today....(?)
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Current Music: Ten Years - Wasteland

How can something like this supposed to happen?  Everything isnt meant to be, and shouldnt be planned out ahead of time.  Does everyone really have their lives planned out for them ahead of time?  Is there really such a thing as fate?

fate   n.

    1. The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.
    2. The inevitable events predestined by this force.
    3. A final result or consequence; an outcome.
    4. Unfavorable destiny; doom

Fuck Fate. 

Everything is supposed to happen for a reason....I believe this is bullshit.  I dont understand it nor do I want to.  We have lost a friend and to what?  Something that no one understands or maybe something made up to make us feel better for a split second. 

~We Love and Miss you Andy. 12-26-05~

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Dec. 28th, 2005 @ 07:44 pm R.I.P.
Current Mood: blankblank
From the chronicle....

Andrew Philip Veltman

VELTMAN, MR. ANDREW PHILIP Fruitport Andrew Philip Veltman, age 18, died unexpectedly Christmas night, December 26, 2005. He was born in Fort Pierce, FL, on October 23, 1987 to Kirk and Jackie Veltman. He was a resident of Fruitport where he was a senior at Fruitport High School. Andy's favorite pastime was paintball, a sport that was his passion. He also enjoyed photography, basketball, baseball, skate and snow boarding. He was a member of the FHS bowling team, and had worked at Subway in Fruitport. He was looking forward to graduation and college where he had hoped to study business and art. SURVIVORS He is survived by his parents Kirk & Jackie Veltman; sister Jennifer (Kevin) Sanders; sister Karyn Veltman; Grandparents Philip (Betty) Slagboom; Grandmother Alvina Veltman; Uncle Paul and Aunt Beth Slagboom; Aunt Dawn Veltman; Uncle Jim Kratsas; cousins, Elizabeth, Emily, and Mikaela Ederer; and nephews Keegan and Aiden Sanders. Andy was preceded in death by Grandmother Lydia Slagboom and Grandfather Fred Veltman. SERVICE Friday, December 30, 2005, 1:00 PM at Calvary Church - Fruitport. Interment at Fruitport Cemetery. VISITATION Thursday, 2-4 & 7-9 PM at Clock Funeral Home - Fruitport. MEMORIAL: In lieu of flowers the family requests that donations are forwarded to the Andrew Veltman Memorial Fund at the Lake Michigan Credit Union
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Dec. 27th, 2005 @ 06:32 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: APC - Imagine

              R.I.P. Andy Veltman 12-26-05

You are greatly missed and gone much too soon.        

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Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 03:37 am (no subject)
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: I Honestly DONT Know...I'm with the brother MAt..Xplainsalot

Today.... Kevin got OFF Probation...OH JEEZIt has been quite the interesting night, let me tell you.  Alice In Chains....In A Nutshell.(?) I love this song.  It's what they're (We're) listening to at this very moment.  Hmm...I dont reallly have much to say.


My buddy's not leaving until Christmas Eve so I have nothing to worry about......LOL.


I'm gonna go now tho../.........



; )   

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Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 12:13 am *******************************************
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I finally started and finished the blanket I was making... what an adventure.  I also managed to get a needle stuck right into my arm.  I pulled it out n then it got all puffy and red.  It was real attractive.  I decided to start my Christmas break today.  We have a half day tomorrow and for some reason I find half days to be pointless...not to mention my partner's not coming in to do our presentation.  So I'm not going either.     

IF carrots were full of fats and sugars, I'd probably be a very large girl. Lol.  I can sit and eat so many carrots and not even notice it, But I'm sure you were dying to know that!!~

Happy Birthday to my Grandpa yesterday!

I'm bored....

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Dec. 12th, 2005 @ 09:51 pm Today...
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Ten Years - Cast it Out
I thought it was pretty cool that I got apologized to today on the phone, (Which we both needed to do...dont get me wrong*) No More Hard Feelings... (?) Lol.

I found 10 $ in a tux at work today, thats always a good time.  It gave me a little push to keep working to tell you the truth.  We had damn close to 200 tuxedos go out just this weekend.  Its cool and all, however...tomorrow is SHOE DAY....meaning my little hands have to wash them...200 go out and 400 individual shoes come back, thats a long day.

5 More days and then my best bud is gone... : (

I need to go Christmas shopping, that should be fun?.  I hate the mall for one and two....I have no idea what to get anyone.  Any ideas let me know! Lol.

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